Weight Loss Journey, Entry June 10, 2014

June 10, 2014  

Last night I was reading "Paper Towns" and I went downstairs. It was before midnight. I ate a few Cheez It Grooves and a Smooze (80 calories). I don't know what's wrong with me. How can I keep praying to lose weight when I purposely eat at midnight? Oh gosh, I'll be fat the rest of my life at this rate. 

                                                                                                                                                             

Smooze is a fruit ice treat I get from Whole Foods. It's super delicious and a great substitute for ice cream cravings. The best part is that it is low in calories. 

From their website: Smooze is the perfect way of capturing the freshness of the fruit and coconut milk. Smooze is rich in vitamin C and contains no high fructose corn syrup, no preservatives, no cholesterol, no trans fat, no artificial flavors and Smooze is vegan/dairy free and gluten free. 

Weight Loss Journey, Entry May 12, 2014

I've had many days like this...eating when I'm not really hungry and eating until I feel sick.

May 12, 2014

Stormy Day

Why do I eat until I feel sick? I started off this morning pretty well. I ate egg whites, avocado and some corn chips & ginger tea.

When Erik got home from school I was slightly hungry but once I started eating I couldn't stop until I felt ill. I was aware of what I was doing but it's like I couldn't control myself. I'm so mad at my myself. What is wrong with me?